I think that out of all the Buddhism readings, this is the one that i understood the most. And this was really really hard to try to understand. lol. I feel like... the reading is trying to give all these analogies and examples... and it just confuses me, and i then i think... are they trying to confuse me so that i can realized something else??? like that im confused and i dont need to be?? lol I feel like my mind is starting to fry... from trying to interpret everything they say haha. So I just give up in trying to understand it, and try to just look at the big picture.... (?).
The other Buddhism readings were just like words on a page that made since gramatically, but when i read them, i could understand what they were saying, but not get the deeper meaning of it... (if there was any deeper meaning), and so i forgot what the other readings were about. i dont think this reading will stay with me for much longer lol... so i decided to write about it A.S.A.P. after i read it lol. I'd like to fully understand what it's saying, but it just seems like too much thinking....
The funny think is... just a second ago, a HUGE question mark just popped in my mind hahaha that's how confused i am about all these buddha readings. I think when the teacher is explaining it to us, it's easier for me to understand. I'm not big on reading anyways.... I think if i hear somthing its easier for me to understand.
Maybe i'm making this harder than it's suppose to be. Maybe this is what they want me to realize...? lol
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